Autumn Aware

La Rocca are the band I associate most with this time of year. The leaving, letting go, and moving on. The rustling copper leaves and their breezy burnished beats go together, like a freshening wind, blowing the previous season's accumulations away and preparing the way for a big significant change. 

'Non-Believer', by the way, one of my favourite ever songs. Play it loud and often to change your life. 

'Do you take the non-believers? Cause I'm a non-believer...'

'Make a friend of who you are....the future's getting brighter...'

'Cause I know a place I'm going to like nowhere that you've been....'

Non-Believer

Lord I believe, help my disbelief. 

Sometimes, even though you have faith, it's hard to believe. Sometimes it's just hard to believe that hope and light and goodness will overcome all the doubt and dark and bad.

And when you start to lose your faith, when you're on a precipice, teetering at the edge, but still desperately want to crawl back to that beacon of belief, this is what it sounds like: