Dear Andy
Why did you have to go?
I'm so sorry you had to feel so much pain. I'm so sorry I hadn't known. I'm so sorry I could not help. And I'm sorry, to the bottom of my soul, that the world will no longer know you. That you are gone.
You deserved so much more. You were so much more.
I wish I had told you that. I wished everything for you. That happiness had found you. I will never forget how you made me feel loved. How we shared the same dreams, the same soul even. I have always carried your love in my heart, have always come back to your memory as a treasure, a charm, a proof of love.
I know you are in the stars now, at home, at peace, in a place of pure love. France and so so much more :) I hope you know that I will always miss you; that my soul will always feel your absence. World not the same now, its starry core depleted.
I hope from your vast vantage point now you see that you were loved, that you were special Andy. That you mattered. That it all matters.
*Toujours dans ma coeur*
Xxx
Siobhán
