'he's got eyes of the bluest kind...' 💙
To Andy xx
(one year gone.)
I will always, always miss you.
The world has lost a bit of its beauty without you.
I'm so sorry that you can't be here. That you're not here
living your life, happy and in love, blue eyes bright.
As always, I wish I could have done something, could
have known, could have helped you find your way. But sometimes the way is
fucken dark. I'll admit that. But I won't give in to it.
I'm sorry for everything I did and didn't do.
I did love you, you know. Even though you broke my heart in the end up. (but I know
I'd broken yours first, several times...) I didn't think it was the end you see.
I thought happy ever after was always on the horizon. How foolish of me. Because
all we've got is NOW.
This song, this intro, reminds me of you. So many things do. I will remember you,
blue eyes, big heart, believer in beauty, in life, in happy ever after. "Its not over yet..."
You made me smile so many times, soul mate, friend of my heart.
'Where do we go? where do we go? where do we go now?'
Into the bluest of dreams, happy and true.
I believe that.
xxx
